.:.DEAR ME.:.

This I Promise U

I REALLY LOVE YOU AND I WISH YOU KNEW, MY CUPCAKE..

I can't promise you the world,

But I can try to give you a happy life.

I can't promise you I'll never yell,

But I can try to stay calm most of the time.

I can't promise you I'll never make mistakes,

But I can try the best I can.

I can't promise you that I'll catch you every time you fall,

But I can try to always be close by so I can help you back up.

I can't promise that our love will last forever like in Fairytale,

But I can promise that no matter what, I'll never forget the memories I made with you.

I cant promise that you are my first,

But I can promise that you are the last.

Best promises

Here is for my beloved ex..

There is a love story bout U n Me..

My fault to let U go..

Now I am regret..

U wont remember about me anymore..

U never look me just like how I look at U..

But I will never forget about our memory together..

Sweet things is; I still hoping that somehow somewhere..

We will get together again..

But it is just a hope that will never be happened.

I will find someone that kinder than U..

I will..

N i will love her a lot more than anyone else..

I promised U this..

This is my last tears, and .. I wont cry anymore!

say cheese! :p

Okay... kite start entry ni dgn bacaan bismillah.. (bace, toksah nak sengeh2 sorg kutuk ak bace doa sorg2 nie..dush3)

today I feel realy2 glad~ sebab entah, rase tetibe mcm

DIVA? boleyh? hahaha! (ofcozlah boleh! entry ak kan. LOL)

1stly..

omaigod..tadi is the countless time i finished watch 'he is NOT that into you' .. (u shud watch dat muvee..its rely nice. i swear!)*screaming ala Diva* n luckily, after tonton movie tersebut countless time, I found the moral of the story..which is, I will point it out here;

1. You are not the Exception! You are the Rule.. which is.. the rule is "if a guy/gurl not calling you after you gv him/her your number..its mean.. HE/SHE is NOT that into you" takdenye macam, your card terjatuh mane2...die meninggal sertemerte.. He/She out of Town.. its bullshit. its TOTALLY that he/she is not into you. lupakan jelah lagu Avril tu... its just for fantasy. LOL *jap g aku kene saman*

2.If you you you outside there think that you have a nice body figure.. a pretty face.. a face like an angel *bull$hit* ..or whatever that u think its toooooo DIVA or DAVA (bagi lelaki..DAVA stand for 'aku hentam letak ape aku suke sebab ni entry aku') n afterthat u ols pk dgn segale kelebihan yg korg ade tu boleh dpt true LOVE (hurgh..its make me wanna puke tu type blablabla truelove blablabla) Percayelah..walau ape ngarut ak tulis atas tu..ak just nak kate.. cinte itu kejam.. if u ols nak becinte, kne besedia ngan sebarang kmungkinan.. kmungkinan ditinggalkan..kmungkinan di dump kan.. or wateve la kan.. chill. Ade saje cinta untuk anda anda anda diluar sane. jangan mengalah babe! <3 --ikhlas dari ak-- huahuahua (gelak kejam)

DEAR DIARY

Dear Diary:

Mid Valley; That's where we met. And it was cliche. And it was reckless. And it was.... amazing. That adorable person took hold of my hand and that was it, something inside me clicked. The way her eyes met mine, and her butterfly stirring smile was enough to make my knees weak, and once she kissed me I knew I was done.

Dear my Diary:

Once she told me that she was in a complicated relationship.

I was like "why dont you hv those complicated stuff with me". I want to deny this strong feeling. I tried to kill those butterflies. I tried. I went to see other hoping to find better.

To try to forget her eyes staring mine, the softness of her skin, her smell, her smile, her face. But it became worse. And it hurts. And despite what she did to me, I can not deny. I hate not being able to forget this feeling, but I can not help it if I still like her. Even when she said, it will never be. I tried to deny. This feeling is too strong. This is wrong.

Dearie Diary:

I tried to push aside all these feelings; tried to trick myself into thinking I was chasing after something that wasn’t worth the hunt. I kept telling myself it would be foolish of me to jeopardize the wonderful friendship we had formed in such a short span of time. I tried to ignore all the little things that made me fall for you in the first place, but in doing so I only grew fonder of you. I kept feeding nutrients to the starving feelings of desire.

Dear Lovely Diary:

Every stories have their best scene, have a lot of chapter. My best scene is when she told me that she had this beautiful yet confiusing feeling towards me. It is the beginning for everything. Instead of being happy, I was very thankful to god for giving me this special person. A person that I never knew I needed. sHe is everything that I wished for.

Dear silly Diary:

*smile*

What has been, has been. What is now is now. The rest is still unwritten..So for now I'll continue to sit back, all the while paying prices for falling in love with her, my best friend…

Im in love with my own best friend yet I knew, it will never fail

JAX N JAY

Angkat2 bahu bersenam2 sikit (sengal2 badan sbb futsal kelmarin)

Haha. ok. takde ape nak post. Just tetibe terjumpe gambar ini.

Just forgot yang pernah edit gambar ini. Hahahahahahah. Okbai.

--set on 23/Feb/2011--

CAPITAL Z

Hey awak di sane..

Maybe U wont read my blog anymore? or maybe U will read bout it later? who knows..I truly hope dat U'll read this in future..

Awak, I am truely sorry for wat hv I done to u on previous..
I rely2 have to do all dat..
2semester with U teach me a lot of thing...
I really love U..before. I did LOVE U! if U think that Im not into U?Kindly know that I love u..
Yes, maybe..dulu tak pernah nak tunjukkan rase sume tu bcoz of you were so kind to me...
I am afraid dat I will lost U.. I am so so so sorry..
Mungkin kini awak takkan bace ape yg saye tulis lagi.. but I dont care..
for all this years, I'll try to catch ur shadow..but I cant find U anywhere..
U truly disappear just like that...
Thank you for the futsal shoes.. still ade sampai sekarang.. I'll take a good care of it..
Awak tau tak yg saye sgt2 terharu time dpt kasut tu..rase mcm nk mnangis..
Awak ingat janji awak pade saye..
Tiap kali pakai kasut tu, saye akan teringatkan awk..
even awak tak maafkan ape yg saye dah wat kt awk slame ni..
I just want U to know..
saye sangat sayangkan awak dulu..
n saye lepaskan awak coz saye sayangkan awak...
I know, there is no future untuk kite..
Lelaki tu bley bagi awk bahagie...U have future with him..
Please, be happy forever.. :')

--draft at Jan 2011--

NASIB AKU YG MALANG

AKU TENGOK2 CERMEN...
HADEYHH..BILO LERR NA PANJANG RAMBUT NIE..
MUKE PON DA MACAM SARANG TEBUAN JE AKU TGK..
HUDUH BEBENO.. (KATEKU KPD DIRIKU SENDRIK)
TP MAK AKU PENAH CAKAP...
KITE KENE BERSYUKO NGAN APE YG TUHAN KURNIEKAN PADE DIRI SENDRIK (ALHAMDULILLAHH!!NASEB AKU ADE MUKE..IDUNG..MULUT SEGALE LENGKAP..AGAK2 KALU ADE MULOT 2..MATE 1..HIDUNG CAM GAJAH?? TA DAPAT AKU NAK BAYANGKAN..ADEYH..DA MACAM RUPE ALIEN AKU RASE)
CAKAP PASAL RUPE NI...
TAH LAA..ADELAH MEMBE AKU NI..
AK TATAW APE MASALAH DIE..
NAK KATE HAWT..HAWT LAGI MAKCIK TIMAH SEBELAH UMAH BEDAH (TAH SAPE BEDAH TU PON AKU TATAW LA)
THEN MMG LA..STOK KALU KORG TGK MUKE DIE PON..NAUZUBILLAH LA..
MAYBE KALO KORG TAK BAGI KAKI PADENYE..MAYBE KORG BAGI TAPAK KAKI..
AKU RASE SEUMO IDUP DIE..TA PENAH TGK CERMEN LA KOT...
DA LAH BAJET HAWT..OWEZ KATE.. "AKU CANTIK GAK KAN" AKU TATAW NAK ANGGUK OR TAK..
TAK ANGGUK KANG TERASE..KALU ANGGUK AKU PLAK BERDOSE..ADOII..
YG MASALAHNYE..BELIAU SELALU MENYATEKAN N MEMBUAT STATEMENT BERANI MATI SEDEMIKIAN YG MEMBUATKAN ANAK TEKAK AKU SEOLAH2 MAHU KELUAR RUMAH TAK BALIK2 LAGI DAH..TERUS BERMASTAUTIN KAT LONDON.. (ERK..???)
--AKU DAH TERLEBEH OVERDOS MINUM MELO PANAS TD..SOWIE DIUCAPKAN JIKE AYAT2 AKU ADE YG MELAMPAUI BATASAN PEMIKIRAN KORANG..AKU DULU BLAJA SASTERA NGAN PLATO..TU YG SASTERA LEBEH TU--
N AKU TADER LAH BUSUK HATI KEDEKUT BAKHIL APETAH LAGI IRI HATI JIKE DIE MERENDAH DIRI..SEDAR DIRI..PALING BUSUK2 PON..TA PAYAH PUJI DIRI SENDRIK LAA!! (DAH LA DTG KELAS SEMATE2 NAK TGK LELAKI PUJAAN..KAMONLAH WEY!!!AKU SUNGGUH TAK RESPEK KAT KAO LAA..AKU RESPEK 1 JE..!!AKU TAK DTG..KO TOLONG SIGN KAN..TRIMAS KAT MAMAT TU..IF DIE TAKDE..KO PON KONPEM TA DTG KELAS LA..18737282% AKU KONPERM!!)

TU JELAH LUAHAN HATI AKU YG IKHLAS INI...

P/S:HARIJADI DIE AKAN DTG..AKU NAK BELIKAN DIE CERMEN BESAW SIKIT..BIA GANTUNG KAT LEHER..AMY..TULUN LAAAA GTAW DIE YG BULU IDUNG DIE 3LAI KELUA WEY.. DARI SEM 1 SAMPAI SEM 5 NI..SEDEYH AKU MENGADAP MUKE BELIAU..ATOIII!!!

HEY!! IM BACK!!

ouhh..its been a while since aku tulis kat blog ni...

rase semacam rendu lah pulek..hahaaaa!!

okey..now nuthing sepesel lah yg terjadi kat aku...

tp since aku dah tak layan blog lagi...

aku just menjalani kehidupan seorang perempuan berumur 21 tahun yg normal di samping aktiviti2 mase lapang....

biase lah kan...???

its just..maybe dulu aku kecewe..now aku dah berpunya...

maybe dulu aku suke berpoya2...now aku dah setiaa..ouchh!!

dulu aku suke huhahuhaaaaa...now aku rase macam aku da matang sikit lah (kot)...

hahahaaa..

nway...its juz like god bless me a lot...

plajaran okey..family okey..cinta pon okey...

i love mylife rite now...

its coMfort me a lot... <3

**later i will reveal my LOVE **

p/s:im gonna have an exam at 9 in da diz mowning..shithead...!! 2chapter to go!!!!!huarhhh~

~love~

LOVE

MBER aku doq tanye aku..
"camne nak kekalkan hbg jarak jauh.."
so aku ngn bangge nye kate lah..
"adeq ade soh aku bace artikel sal care jage hbgn jrk jauh..hehe" n aku teraser macam ta mnjawab soalan jee..so aku pon wat lah mende alah nh..

CARE SIMPLE NAK KEKALKAN HBGN BILE JAOH2AN SINGGUL2AN..hooyeehh~

1=ia pelukan sum1 yg sangat DEEPLY IN LOVE utk betahan lam cinte jarak jauh.. if tak dalam cinte korg tu.. silelah ke kaunter kiri.. kaunter cerai.. agak2 muke anda muke stok pecah rumah,sile ke kaunter kanan plak, kaunter pukul.. (..pff..bodo..tader kaitan..)

2= plus.. kene JUJUR ngan kapel korang..walopon korang kaki kenceng segale.. try ah jd jujur.. atliz sekali lam seumo hidop.. baru ade LIFEEE..nak lagi ader life..sile pakai cermin mate hitam..
p/s=sesape yg berminat ngan cerminmate hitam.. bleyh rujuk pade aimi liyana @ amy villa.. die pembekal ceminmate terpakai skang nh.. 0123462788..amy.. elaun kat akaun aku if untung jualan neh okayh..??

3=korang kene JELAS ngan pasaan sendrik..stakat kapel tapi tataw motip kapel.. ta payah laa.. better korg pat2 clash.. kalo bleyh malam nh gak.. tak pon pas bacer ni..teros clash je.. aku rase ta gune korg na lame2.. wat hape bekapel kalo pasaan sendri ta jelas..??ingat kapel ngan kambeng ke..tataw pasaan jelas ke ta jelas.. mcm claker je pangai kalo gitu..agak2 kalo korg jelas ngan pasaan sendrik..korg try tanye kapel korg plak..
" u syg i ke..syg body i..kalo syg body i..jom g danok..i ade tiket wayang pree..?" pff..bhahahaha..bodo..

4=agak2 korg ta rase korg leyh TA LEYH TAHAN ngan jarak yg jauhh.. gtaw awal2.. ta baek kot.. cian die menanggung sangap sorg2 kat umah sedangkan korg nga beromen ngan cikaro/gigolo mane ntah.. grrr... kalo kapel aku wat gini..jgn tanye nape tangan ko kudung esok hari. hehhh..

5= JANGAN MENGALAH PADE GODAAN walopon jeny (bukan name sebenar) pakai boxer sampai pusat n lagi kecik dr sua dalam.. or dya(bukan name sebenar) pakai seksi... sume tu setan semate2.. agak2 ta tahan.. g pandang pokok..bayangkan tu kapel korg.. (untuk effect lagi masyuk..pakaikan pokok itu bra+sua dalam mak lijah,rumet lame anda.. hahahahahaah)

6=pastikan SENTIASE BERHUBUNG.. zaman da maju.. 3g ade.. wc ader.. agak2 sangap..soh ah kapel korg bogel pan laptop.. habes citer.... hahhahaha

7=jadikan tahdiah mustafa (bukan name sebenar) sebagai idol.. ikot die tiap kali die alik kl.. hahahahaahahaha... agak2 ade cuti.. g ah ringan2kan tgn hulur duit beli tiket..balik ah.. tunaikan lah tuntutan nafsu anda yg bergelora.. bak kate min (bukan name sebenar)

8=SALING PECAYE + SETIE.. kalo agak2 korg tamaw kapel korg wat hal.. jgn lah wat hal.. coz aku penah wat hal sekalik.. dibalas 5x gande.. perghh.. sakitnye sampai aku gelak golek2 seminggu atas katel.. yg bosannye.. gelak kua aer mate mencurah2.. pff.. motipp..???? padan muke aku.. huahuahuahuaaa

hahahah disebakan aku ske no 8.. so aku bg sampai 8 je..walo ader banyak g.. g pon aku da malas na taep.. aku na tgk muvee lak.. huhh... njoy pembacaan korg.. jgn biakan idop diselubungi sangap macam amy... =p

-XoXo-