DEAR DIARY

Dear Diary:

Mid Valley; That's where we met. And it was cliche. And it was reckless. And it was.... amazing. That adorable person took hold of my hand and that was it, something inside me clicked. The way her eyes met mine, and her butterfly stirring smile was enough to make my knees weak, and once she kissed me I knew I was done.

Dear my Diary:

Once she told me that she was in a complicated relationship.

I was like "why dont you hv those complicated stuff with me". I want to deny this strong feeling. I tried to kill those butterflies. I tried. I went to see other hoping to find better.

To try to forget her eyes staring mine, the softness of her skin, her smell, her smile, her face. But it became worse. And it hurts. And despite what she did to me, I can not deny. I hate not being able to forget this feeling, but I can not help it if I still like her. Even when she said, it will never be. I tried to deny. This feeling is too strong. This is wrong.

Dearie Diary:

I tried to push aside all these feelings; tried to trick myself into thinking I was chasing after something that wasn’t worth the hunt. I kept telling myself it would be foolish of me to jeopardize the wonderful friendship we had formed in such a short span of time. I tried to ignore all the little things that made me fall for you in the first place, but in doing so I only grew fonder of you. I kept feeding nutrients to the starving feelings of desire.

Dear Lovely Diary:

Every stories have their best scene, have a lot of chapter. My best scene is when she told me that she had this beautiful yet confiusing feeling towards me. It is the beginning for everything. Instead of being happy, I was very thankful to god for giving me this special person. A person that I never knew I needed. sHe is everything that I wished for.

Dear silly Diary:

*smile*

What has been, has been. What is now is now. The rest is still unwritten..So for now I'll continue to sit back, all the while paying prices for falling in love with her, my best friend…

Im in love with my own best friend yet I knew, it will never fail